A couple of weeks ago I pulled out without looking, this is the second time this has happened since I have started driving, a car flipped and ever since than all I get is bad news, nothing has been good. My friends are more distant, I considered sucide a couple of days ago and my friends stopped me. I recently found out I am getting sued on top of everything. I just feel like I deserve bad things and my existance will be pain for as long as I keep walking this earth. I work a souless retail job, and my friends are tired of hearing me complain cause it’s easier than their jobs.
So, driving is just not the type of activity that humans meant for. No one is perfect and no one pays 1000% attention. Make a small mistake, a tiny lapse in attention, and people can die.
In that vein I dont blame you. I dont blame anyome except the auto industry (and the truly negligent drivers, which, is most of them I guess). I hope that’s helpful.