Kind of okay.
I’m focusing a lot on myself since January and been going to the gym a lot.
I am noticing though that I am being excluded to things I haven’t been excluded before by some of my friends. We use to go hang around and drink a lot, they still drink a lot in fact but it’s just not my goal anymore.
I feel like I am slowly losing a ton of friends. And at the age of 33 it’s really hard to find other friends. Not that I want to replace them or they did anything bad to me besides not asking me to go out anymore for obvious reasons that I don’t want to drink anymore… but it’s still kind of a scary process.
I am really wondering if I should just reduce gym and drink again. But at the same time I love going to the gym now and really am not in the mood for hangovers at 32.
Shitty. My supervisor is making my life a living nightmare. I can’t go to HR because people have done that before and nothing bad ever happens to her. All it does is makes my supervisor target you and try to get you fired. My supervisor is very careful to tip toe the line where she rarely has ever said anything egregious enough to be reported. It’s just incessant nitpicking and condescension and nothing I can do is ever right. It’s also not limited to me…she does it to everyone…but I have a tendency to get caught in her crossfire a bit more than some.
Problem is my one and only friend works there. I don’t want to leave my only friend. And my job field is so small that I would have to move hours away to get another job.
Literally everything else about my job is absolutely amazing. I get paid very well and get free food every day and everyone else is super nice. But I don’t know what the hell to do. I feel like I want to commit toaster bath.
I’m so sorry to hear… I have just recently left a job with a shitty supervisor and I’m still in recovery mode even after 2-3 weeks, so I feel it. I don’t know how but I hope situation on your end improves
A friend stuck between a rock and a hard place managed to find housing, so I’d say pretty good as I’m about to help with the move-in!
It’s pretty fucking bad.
But, i made it through the hard part—only up from here.Good, finally setup my full federation stack. Got soulseek working. Done alot of stuff at work too and watched gundam Thunderbolt with a friend :)
Surviving , burnt out as hell but surviving
