my mild ocd only perks up when i’m stressed and then i wash my hands 5 times in a row because i need to grab my towel just right for my brain to stfu and let me get on with my life 😔

completelynormalthingtodo but sometimes i think about the perfect alibi for a crime and how you could pre-record a livestream with an excuse like “today i’m playing a VR game so sorry chat if i don’t interact with you much this stream!” if you’re feeling brave at the end say a vague “thank you all for watching, and thank you so much for all the donations, if you want it read though next time donate when i can see the chat haha” and would you look at that, thousands of witnesses saw you livestreaming at home, twitch.tv itself will confirm the exact time you went “live”

then all you’d have to do is get rid of the original file, best if you physically destroyed the disk it was on to prevent any chance of data recovery

probably has some flaws but i did think of it in the shower so don’t use it to do crime

3 different hyperfixations at once? let’s fucking go

a game i don’t even really want to play more of today vs the dishes? best believe i’m adding another 12h to the steam counter

tbf, i’ve once met an autistic person who was just an ass, and they excused all of their assholery by saying “i’m not rude to you or anybody, i’m autistic, i don’t intend to be rude, if you think anything i said is rude you’re hallucinating”

and i know for a fact it’s not the autism’s fault, because quite a few also autistic people criticised them for being an ass so

i’m genuinely only slightly exaggerating. read up what documents “supported” banned of LSD in the US. amongst many claims there are such marvels as “no medicinal properties”

i don’t without capitalism we’d suck a little bit less tbf, the whole machine rewards cruelty and preying on those less fortunate

sadly my friend, within your comment is the reason why it’s illegal - if people universally cared less about money, there wouldn’t be enough people to steal labour from :(

well, it started with the fact they had to arrest the hippies for something, god forbid people care enough about the lives of brown foreigners strongly enough to protest their country killing them. looks bad to arrest those wanting peace so, arrest them for having a drug that makes them more compassionate!

sometimes! other times it goes away entirely. I vividly remember the first time it happened, it was the first day of vacation at my great grandmother’s place. i started feeling ill but got so mad at that fact i woke up the next day feeling healthy again, and got to enjoy my vacation fully :)

placebo is one hell of a uh not drug!

i noticed that sometimes when i have something important coming up, and i start feeling ill, i can just, force myself to stop? Literally tell myself “nuhuh, we’re not getting ill right now, that’s not the time” and it works? well not always, but more than it should