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7 days agoIt’s obvious you already know this, but posting for others who might be unaware:
If you see deleted comments, you can go to the bottom of the community’s sidebar and click the “Modlog” button above the mod list. It’ll bring you to a page like this where you can see all mod actions in that community including the full text of deleted comments. Here you can see the two in OP’s screenshot were (rightfully) removed for being conspiracy theories.
A “live-man’s switch” might be a better idea. If you’re in such a high profile situation and you’re scared enough that you think you need a dead man’s switch, make frequent unprompted public declarations that you’re healthy and not suicidal, and that should anything happen to you, you blame the company.