A red button. Image says: ‘Would you press the button?’ [results of pressing the button:] there exists a pill that makes your disability a LOT less debilitating BUT it’s near-impossible to get because the non-disabled enjoy taking the pill for fun and the government doesn’t want them to.
Oof, straterra made a friend of mine suicidal after a few years (they’re ok now, don’t worry). I’m sure you already know, but talk to a doc ASAP if you start feeling like that