Yup. I’m Bo7a.

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Cake day: June 6th, 2023

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  • I find that some of the manual labor and stress involved with trying to keep basic infrastructure running is easier to handle than the stress I get during my day job.

    Like somehow when my stress is tied more closely to survival, it tickles the fight side of the fight-or-flight response more so than the flight response that you have to squash to maintain a job.

    Having said that. We are not really that utterly remote. There is a gas station, Post office, and small grocery type store, about 18 minutes away.

    That 18 minutes can seem daunting sometimes if the plows haven’t been out in the middle of winter though…

    I’m sure there are moments of regret when I’m standing outside with a kettleful of water I warmed up to thaw the pipes to restore function to my toilet. But in general I don’t think I regret it. I feel strangely anxious every time we go to the city now.











  • That is a basic survival worry. I tend to believe that humans faced with real survival issues are less negatively impacted than those who have material worries.

    My stress about work is killing me.

    My stress about not freezing to death leads me to do things like chopping wood, lighting fires, and maintaining my chimney. Which are all good things.